Mom's Legacy

My mom's sister had a very sudden illness that really hit home for my mom.  I think it scared her.  Made her afraid that she could lose someone close to her, that she won't have enough time to do everything she wants to do, that she could leave this world at any moment.  She has started wondering what her legacy will be, so this ones for you mom.  Here is your legacy to me:

You worked so hard all of your life.  On those days when I'm not sure how I'm going to find the energy to make it through, I turn to memories of you cooking supper after working all day.  And you cleaning the house and working on the lawn every Saturday.  You instilled a strong work ethic in me that also transfers to my home.

You set a wonderful example as a wife.  Watching you support Dad through everything taught me that I need to stand by my husband even through the hard times.  And even if I don't agree with every decision.  It's hard to be a loving, supportive wife.  It is easier for me because you are there to talk to, to encourage me and to remind me what really matters.

As an adult, I cherish the many faith-based conversations we have had.  The Bible is complicated and hard to understand.  I take great joy in discussing it with you.  You have led me to a deeper relationship with Jesus Christ.  You have taught me that going to church is important, but going to a church that preaches God's word is vital. 

You have shown me that even though we all make mistakes, admitting when you're wrong can make all the difference.  There are so many times that I make a decision that I later realize was not the best choice.  Because of your example, I know how to make that right.

I am the mom I am today because of the mom you were to me. You have taught me how to love my kids unconditionally. How to see their flaws and love them the same anyways.  How to worry about them without letting it consume me :)  How to let them grow up and become their own person.

These are the things that you have given me.  The things that I will remember forever.  The things that will live on through me and my children and their children. 

Heavenly Father,  Thank you for blessing my life with such a wonderful mother.  Your sovereignty is so amazing.  The way you place each family together, knowing the outcome long before we do.  My mom could not be more perfect for me.  I thank you for her strength and courage.  Thank you for all the days I have left with her.  May I cherish each one and may you bless each one.  In Jesus Name, Amen.

Sissy's Prayer Today

This is just a section:

"Thank you for mommy being a baby. I mean for making her be born. And that she is okay and normal and everything."

I wonder how much longer she'll think of me as "normal." I think Precious has already figured out that that's not true:)